|20 ml of bloody sweet...enuff for one day stock for vampire..hehe|
|See how fast is the flow from hand to the syringes...|
|She tuck a butterfly neddle to the vain..|
adehhh doktor nasib baik doktor
ni lemah lembut ...
In 2006, i was drowned in a swimming pool but thank God, im alive. Second chance aite! After that i went to swimming session coached by colleague...:). Now I know how to swim but the fear is still there and i plan to dive in a way to overcome my fear towards water. They told me underwater scenery is superb and once you dive, you will dive forever. Ok i want to experience it...
Before that, i was thinking what will happen to me if i live alone and yet, after mom passed away last year, I have to accept that i will spend the time alone. I practiced to switch off all the lights at home and stay in ‘blackout’ for a while specially at night. Actually few things happen but i managed it well..
I bought a car in 2000 but never drove it untill 2007. All this while, the car was relaxed 24/7 at yard. Sometimes KA drove to somewhere and he willing to drive me to anywhere i want to go. In the same year, KA was warded and I was like patah kaki to moved around, to visit him, to settle all the cases etc. I talked to a taxi driver and he gaves me a tips. I forced myself to drive and I remember when the first time i drove was at 5 am, went to work and i didn’t on a car light...phew! But then no one honked me...ye lah kan jam 5 pagi..poyo! Masa tu tekak kering seperti ada di padang pasir. After that i slowly managed the car on the road and Alhamdulillah...
I have a sypmtom of claustrophobia of high. In 2009 i have a chance to climb Sydney Harbour Bridge and it was great! I worried if i see a ghost or satan or whatever scary and i found out that i live in a haunted house for 2 and half yrs...pehh!
I know we have a lot of things that we fear of and i believe you have your own way how to overcome it. Next two weeks i have to see the doctor and will donate my blood again...helpppp!